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and the onley word is love

love is all you need

i wish christie would live with me i mean i love all my friends  but i ofen fell sean is more socel than i am and this is true if im with a big crowd of people i get lonley i realy dont know why and than i shut down... but christie is fantastic and i love her and miss her like pb misses j  le sigh 
 
i whant candy soooooo bad stuped trick or treting age limet ...damn it arg

than i half to move out of this lovley house sorry to every one who never got to see it it rocked so ill be in westbrook alot more so people can call me you know wean im not working all day so i dont know 
my mom might have  cancer...the thing on her kidney came back...if it comes back agan as she jokes "ill lose all this hiare i have bean growing out" and alex has a tumer in his ear because he had a earinfecshon for 2 years thay say its nothing and thay are jest going to take it out but he is scard i know he is he told me hes like me he is scard he well not wake up but you know thats what he gets for not saying hay my ear hurts lol
my dad jest had his birthday and he got the info about my brother on that day happy birthday ...any way 

its like 11:04 now and i need to be at work in a half hour so thats wear ill go...bye...=\

i weant to the friburg fair for the 1st time ever that was cool got some sweet kickes wee but ya my kittens are amazing thay are about a month old not i love you leeluu and littel brother hehe christie i miss the you so much 
and i hope i can get my tatoo sooon soooon i think after 2 pay cheeks i can i hope i cant whante than we can be crazy togather mmm drool but ya nothing to exsiting mom got a job brother has a job thay grow up so fast sean and my dad have birthdays soon crazy kids i miss disney i do and i am not ready for the winter at all on and alex if you read this tell jess she needs to pick up her green coller thats on the lawn cas we cant put it with are trash if she douse not whant it

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lol i like the hight school musicals douse that make me gay?
ok well im out sower crowt

so hear i go posting in a jourmal that im pritty shore no one reads....

long week i whant it to be over forever im sooooo god damn lonley no ones around im scard all the lights in the house are on and all the doors shut and looked blaa i hate being home alone

i bleve in fairs and pixes forever i think thay are real i think i am one its jest not my time to shine yet...is that weard